Thursday, August 18, 2011

My Second letter about her - A

you look different from this picture, can I smell your hair?

I don't have balance in my mobile, that's the reason I couldn't able to message to you. moreover I had exams for the whole week. I was studying and also helping my friends with his studies and other stuffs.
even I tried calling you on tuesday night around 9, but you didn't pick the call. if anything wrong from me, forgive me..

I would like to spend some time with you is it okay, if we go to library and talk. I would like to know about your past life..


I kept thinking about you, even though when I was in exam hall. I lost my concentration. I wanted to control my mind and I don't want to fall for you again.

tell me why you liked me in the beginning and later you started to maintain distance with me? what wrong did you find with me?
you used to come and look for me in our class and tried to hang out with me, but what happened suddenly? why did you loose interest on me? That made me kept worrying. I remembered we messaged each other for one whole week and later it all went wrong. you started treating me like a third person. I have to admit that I loved you, but its even tough for me to get in some serious relationship. I respect my father more than anything, so I can't take any decisions apart from his concern. I would like to live my life with you, until I leave halmstad. I would like to share my experiences both physically and mentally for rest of the months. I cannot forget you in my life.


du ser annorlunda den här bilden, kan jag luktar ditt hår? 
Jag har inte balans i min mobil, det är anledningen till att jag inte kunde få budskap till er. Dessutom hade jag tentor för hela veckan.Jag studerade och även hjälpa mina vänner med sina studier och andra tyger. även jag försökte ringa dig på tisdag kväll runt 9, men du gjorde inte plocka samtalet. om något fel av mig, förlåt mig .. 
Jag skulle vilja spendera lite tid med dig är det okej, om vi går till biblioteket och prata. Jag skulle vilja veta om dina tidigare liv .. 

Jag tänkte på dig, även om när jag var i skrivsalen. Jag förlorade min koncentration. Jag ville kontrollera mitt sinne och jag vill inte falla för dig igen. 
berätta varför du gillade mig i början och senare du började hålla distans med mig? vad fel hittade du med mig? du använde för att komma och titta på mig i vår klass och försökte umgås med mig, men vad hände plötsligt? Varför valde du tappa intresset på mig? Det fick mig att hållas oroande. Jag minns att vi chattade med varandra en hel vecka och senare allt gick fel. du började behandla mig som en tredje person. Jag måste erkänna att jag älskade dig, men även tufft för mig att komma på något seriöst förhållande. Jag respekterar min far mer än något annat, så jag kan inte fatta några beslut frånsett hans oro. Jag vill leva mitt liv med dig, tills jag lämnar Halmstad. Jag skulle vilja dela med mig av mina erfarenheter både fysiskt och mentalt för resten av månaderna. Jag kan inte glömma dig i mitt liv.

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